Wednesday, December 06, 2006
So Blue Without You
Two days without seeing you =
Not like I have to see you everyday but it just seems so weird nowadays when I don't get to see you much. But it's only been two days! How come I'm missing you so much! Lol, I could even wait for a week before. Oh well, Kenny Hunnybear is working at the moment.
So bored...
Nothing much to do cause no one to talk to.
You finished at 10pm tonight. Jia you le! Hope you won't be too tired to drive home. *Hugs*
Well, since I haven't talked to you today, I shall just tell you about my day.
It wasn't much. Early early in the morning at 3.15am... I creep out of bed cause my alarm went off. Surprisingly, I didn't miss my alarm. You said you would call up at 3am to ensure I took that. But you didn't. I got a bit worried cause I didn't want to take it at the wrong time. So I had to check my clock several times, ensuring I wouldn't be a 'sotong'. Until I was very sure that it is 3.15am, I took it. Then I think I prank you. Or did I? Lol. Can't remember. But I was worried that you will get worried when you get up in the morning, forgetting to wake me up. So I thought I would prank you. But suppose you didn't hear. It's okay. At least I did all the things I need to do.
I woke up at around 7am due to la bi xiao xin's voice. Lol. Yup, your message. But I was so tired I went back to sleep. I knew I had to get up at 7.15am. I kinda went back to sleep again until my mom woke me up. Feel normal this morning. Not feeling sick anymore. Everything seems fine. I took the packet out and checked that I actually did take it.
Showered. Got changed. Ate breakfast.
Mom drove me to work. Yer, pretty much the same thing like before. I got there and I was slightly cold. I looked so weird with my arms folded as I walk into Midland Gates Shopping Centre. I walked into Gin Sushi and start my day again. It's like repeating my duties once again.
Refill some drinks. Wait for the rice to be cooked. After that, I put my gloves on and start making sushi. The first few ones was pretty crap. But my tuna one was really nice. Maybe I'm trying to practise it so I can make some for you next time. Hehe. Yeh, you love your tuna. I remembered. The tuna sushi was quite popular today. So I'm quite happy with my sushi. But I wasn't allowed to touch the counter today. *Sighs* The bosslady don't seem to trust me with that - she said I missed out on a lot of things and lots of money was lost. But then again, if I actually did miss out alot of things, I would have known. Cause if you ordered 2 meals and a drink, you will know it will be a pretty big number. How can you miss that?! The only possibilities is missing out the drinks.
But the reason why working there seems so hard for me is because the bosslady seemed to loves the boys better than the girls. Furthermore, I was the only one working that is unrelated to them. Simply just a random working there and getting their money. It's annoying cause I always get scolded for the same thing other people do when they don't. But what to do... work is like that. So one long day gone...
Came home and did more work. Brought the bins in and collect the clothes on the line. After that, I folded the clothes and clear up the stuff. Then vacuum and clean up my room. After all that, I went for a shower. As I was in the shower, you will be surprised how many things is going through my mind. Firstly, I was thinking... all my acts today is so... housewifey. But I have to admit that doing house chores at home is easier than working outside. After I started working, my laziness has just reduced to almost zero. Cause I have to remain consistent to get my pay! So as I get home and do more chores, it seems more easier. Cause you can do it without being under pressure of being told what to do. You can do whatever any time you want and no one will command you to do this and that. Cause if you are lazy, your house will be messy. If you do your housework, your house will be clean and tidy. So basically it reflects yourself.
Especially after what has happened, my thoughts is just filled with family stuff. Not that I want one now. But I think about how my future will be like. Would I be working or be a housewife that my husband will pamper me? Hehe... I don't know the answer. But oh well. Life is unpredictable.
Something happened that totally contradict how I was feeling. Mom got home with Cath and Rach after I got out of the shower. She told me to make dinner for Cath and Rach. I agreed without hesitation when normally I would frown and give this me-again look. Lol. And normally when I make noodles, I put in noodles and egg. That's all. Today, I specially cut fishballs and lettuce to put in the noddles. As I was cutting, Cath made a comment, 'I can never see you as a housewife.' That just made me laughed.
I sat down and watched TV cause I have finished everything I could do. Thinking about work tomorrow. *Cringes* Starting to dislike work a bit cause of my treatment.
Oh well. Oh I realised something really really bad today. I'm having cravings. BIG BIG cravings. I started looking through this cooking book and drooling all over it. I was soo craving for something nice to eat that I almost wanted to go make spring rolls even after all these stuff I have been doing in the day. Is that a sign?
Haha. Other than that, everything's just as usual today.
Oh oh, plan something for the 12th (: Well, I don't mind getting off work that day but I need to know in advance. If not, I will have to see you after work at 2pm. If you can be bothered coming all the way to Midland to see me. Would you?
*Hugs*
Have fun at work.
REENY MISSES YOU!
Not like I have to see you everyday but it just seems so weird nowadays when I don't get to see you much. But it's only been two days! How come I'm missing you so much! Lol, I could even wait for a week before. Oh well, Kenny Hunnybear is working at the moment.
So bored...
Nothing much to do cause no one to talk to.
You finished at 10pm tonight. Jia you le! Hope you won't be too tired to drive home. *Hugs*
Well, since I haven't talked to you today, I shall just tell you about my day.
It wasn't much. Early early in the morning at 3.15am... I creep out of bed cause my alarm went off. Surprisingly, I didn't miss my alarm. You said you would call up at 3am to ensure I took that. But you didn't. I got a bit worried cause I didn't want to take it at the wrong time. So I had to check my clock several times, ensuring I wouldn't be a 'sotong'. Until I was very sure that it is 3.15am, I took it. Then I think I prank you. Or did I? Lol. Can't remember. But I was worried that you will get worried when you get up in the morning, forgetting to wake me up. So I thought I would prank you. But suppose you didn't hear. It's okay. At least I did all the things I need to do.
I woke up at around 7am due to la bi xiao xin's voice. Lol. Yup, your message. But I was so tired I went back to sleep. I knew I had to get up at 7.15am. I kinda went back to sleep again until my mom woke me up. Feel normal this morning. Not feeling sick anymore. Everything seems fine. I took the packet out and checked that I actually did take it.
Showered. Got changed. Ate breakfast.
Mom drove me to work. Yer, pretty much the same thing like before. I got there and I was slightly cold. I looked so weird with my arms folded as I walk into Midland Gates Shopping Centre. I walked into Gin Sushi and start my day again. It's like repeating my duties once again.
Refill some drinks. Wait for the rice to be cooked. After that, I put my gloves on and start making sushi. The first few ones was pretty crap. But my tuna one was really nice. Maybe I'm trying to practise it so I can make some for you next time. Hehe. Yeh, you love your tuna. I remembered. The tuna sushi was quite popular today. So I'm quite happy with my sushi. But I wasn't allowed to touch the counter today. *Sighs* The bosslady don't seem to trust me with that - she said I missed out on a lot of things and lots of money was lost. But then again, if I actually did miss out alot of things, I would have known. Cause if you ordered 2 meals and a drink, you will know it will be a pretty big number. How can you miss that?! The only possibilities is missing out the drinks.
But the reason why working there seems so hard for me is because the bosslady seemed to loves the boys better than the girls. Furthermore, I was the only one working that is unrelated to them. Simply just a random working there and getting their money. It's annoying cause I always get scolded for the same thing other people do when they don't. But what to do... work is like that. So one long day gone...
Came home and did more work. Brought the bins in and collect the clothes on the line. After that, I folded the clothes and clear up the stuff. Then vacuum and clean up my room. After all that, I went for a shower. As I was in the shower, you will be surprised how many things is going through my mind. Firstly, I was thinking... all my acts today is so... housewifey. But I have to admit that doing house chores at home is easier than working outside. After I started working, my laziness has just reduced to almost zero. Cause I have to remain consistent to get my pay! So as I get home and do more chores, it seems more easier. Cause you can do it without being under pressure of being told what to do. You can do whatever any time you want and no one will command you to do this and that. Cause if you are lazy, your house will be messy. If you do your housework, your house will be clean and tidy. So basically it reflects yourself.
Especially after what has happened, my thoughts is just filled with family stuff. Not that I want one now. But I think about how my future will be like. Would I be working or be a housewife that my husband will pamper me? Hehe... I don't know the answer. But oh well. Life is unpredictable.
Something happened that totally contradict how I was feeling. Mom got home with Cath and Rach after I got out of the shower. She told me to make dinner for Cath and Rach. I agreed without hesitation when normally I would frown and give this me-again look. Lol. And normally when I make noodles, I put in noodles and egg. That's all. Today, I specially cut fishballs and lettuce to put in the noddles. As I was cutting, Cath made a comment, 'I can never see you as a housewife.' That just made me laughed.
I sat down and watched TV cause I have finished everything I could do. Thinking about work tomorrow. *Cringes* Starting to dislike work a bit cause of my treatment.
Oh well. Oh I realised something really really bad today. I'm having cravings. BIG BIG cravings. I started looking through this cooking book and drooling all over it. I was soo craving for something nice to eat that I almost wanted to go make spring rolls even after all these stuff I have been doing in the day. Is that a sign?
Haha. Other than that, everything's just as usual today.
Oh oh, plan something for the 12th (: Well, I don't mind getting off work that day but I need to know in advance. If not, I will have to see you after work at 2pm. If you can be bothered coming all the way to Midland to see me. Would you?
*Hugs*
Have fun at work.
REENY MISSES YOU!
blessed with love ... at 12:12 PM