Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Feeling Sick
Today is the first day of me being slightly different.
In a way, I don't feel too much different... but I became more careful with myself every now and then. It's funny. Cause my behaviours are quite different from how I used to be. I was pretty much careless and definitely a complete 'sotong' before. But today, I think before I act. Although it slows me down a bit, but I wanted to be safer.
After taking 'that', I really wonder why I'm doing so. It seems like everything has changed. What issit? My values? I'm not sure. I don't feel uneasy, but I feel weird. It's like I've never been like this before. Maybe I will get used to it soon.
It has been a day of me feeling quite sick after taking 'that'. Just a bit sick and not in a mood to even jump around and be hyper. Like the geninue Irene has disappeared for the moment. I want to get back to normal. But I guess I will have to wait for another 24 hours.
After typing up to this point, I just have to say that I have not regret what has happened. Really... you should know that. Like what I've said the other day. You know the reason for everything I do for you. It's cause I love you. I don't know if you have regret. Cause I'm not a person who will easily give that away. Maybe you don't know but that's all I could say.
Other than that, we shall keep the rest in our minds. If you have anything to say, blog (:
In a way, I don't feel too much different... but I became more careful with myself every now and then. It's funny. Cause my behaviours are quite different from how I used to be. I was pretty much careless and definitely a complete 'sotong' before. But today, I think before I act. Although it slows me down a bit, but I wanted to be safer.
After taking 'that', I really wonder why I'm doing so. It seems like everything has changed. What issit? My values? I'm not sure. I don't feel uneasy, but I feel weird. It's like I've never been like this before. Maybe I will get used to it soon.
It has been a day of me feeling quite sick after taking 'that'. Just a bit sick and not in a mood to even jump around and be hyper. Like the geninue Irene has disappeared for the moment. I want to get back to normal. But I guess I will have to wait for another 24 hours.
After typing up to this point, I just have to say that I have not regret what has happened. Really... you should know that. Like what I've said the other day. You know the reason for everything I do for you. It's cause I love you. I don't know if you have regret. Cause I'm not a person who will easily give that away. Maybe you don't know but that's all I could say.
Other than that, we shall keep the rest in our minds. If you have anything to say, blog (:
blessed with love ... at 2:43 PM