Sunday, November 26, 2006
Missing You
I woke up so late this morning - 10.45am. I think it's because I was tired yesterday. It feels like I didn't see you at all yesterday but when I think about it I have! Haha. Yup. Well, you are at work currently and I'm missing you loads! But like you said, you will "drop by" after work and "invite" me to your house. Can't wait to see you. Although no one else in the house knows that you're dropping by, but it feels like my house is waiting for you to come visit. Lol. Funny feeling. It's like how I always wait for you to come and pick me up. I either sit in front of TV when people is around and wait for the doorbell to ring. Or I will sit in my lounge room which is nearest to the door to wait for the sound of your car engine. Or I will sit out when no one is home to wait for the sound of your music from your car. Waiting is really long sometimes, but once you arrived, it's all good.
Anyway, I'm so glad I found a job now and I don't have to worry about going out without money on me. *HUGS* Hope you find one soon too.
This morning, I told my mom about joining dance in uni and she didn't like it. So sad... she hasn't been very happy with me doing dance all along especially in Year 12. But I insisted in continuing from Year 11. She kept on saying that I need to concentrate on my work after getting into uni and no more dancing for me. It's so sad when I hear that. I really want to join and dance again but now there's no way I can do dance ever again. This feeling is like... losing something important. You know how much I love dancing and now... it vanish. The last time I would dance is probably this Saturday at Chinese school performance. Isn't that bad!!
*Sighs*
Don't know what else to do. Dance is probably the only form of exercise I will be interested in doing. I guess I will grow fat after all...
No more leaps.
No more spins.
No more cool moves.
No more ballet.
No more pointing.
No more splits.
No more DANCE :(
Reeny is sad.
Anyway, I'm so glad I found a job now and I don't have to worry about going out without money on me. *HUGS* Hope you find one soon too.
This morning, I told my mom about joining dance in uni and she didn't like it. So sad... she hasn't been very happy with me doing dance all along especially in Year 12. But I insisted in continuing from Year 11. She kept on saying that I need to concentrate on my work after getting into uni and no more dancing for me. It's so sad when I hear that. I really want to join and dance again but now there's no way I can do dance ever again. This feeling is like... losing something important. You know how much I love dancing and now... it vanish. The last time I would dance is probably this Saturday at Chinese school performance. Isn't that bad!!
*Sighs*
Don't know what else to do. Dance is probably the only form of exercise I will be interested in doing. I guess I will grow fat after all...
No more leaps.
No more spins.
No more cool moves.
No more ballet.
No more pointing.
No more splits.
No more DANCE :(
Reeny is sad.
blessed with love ... at 11:49 AM