Thursday, November 30, 2006
here i am..
sorry, i hvnt been in the mood to blog anyway.. i havnt been in the mood to do anything.. im just getting lazier and lazier... but yeh.. nonetheless i think i should reply all the "questions" u gave me.
Sorry if i pissed u off for the past few days but i suppose i felt the same form u too and lets not go there.. I don rly want anything to end up being an argument because i hate that. I absolutely hate to hv a fight with u.. -
I hv to agree that i hate to be told what to do. No one actually dictates wht i do next.. not even my mum i will tell you. I do things whenever i want to do it, as much as i know how bad it is for me as a person i cant really help it because this is just me. I doubt i can ever change unless some kinda thing hit me in the head and change me *touchwood* coz tht would hurt.
well there are two possibilities of whats gna happen if you start to feel im being less protective.
1. is tht i've finally see the good side of letting you do whtever and just trusting you (not that i dont..) on everything.. well.. i suppose its not u that i dont trust.. is other ppl..
2. i'd hate and u'd hate this to happen. up to now.. for the past how many years i've lived.. when i get less protective on someone.. is when i actually dont like them like i used to anymore.
I know its stupid, but i think for this case, i'd prefer me being bit protective if i were u.. its just the thing..
now i sound like im a selfcentred guy, want everything from u and not giving... maybe thats the case.. i dont know.. i rly dont understand myself. im so confused tht i might not even know my name by the time i finish writing this.. haha.. jks..
i dnt know. thts all i have for today.. hmm..
yeh... going to go out later to get my police clearance...
Sorry if i pissed u off for the past few days but i suppose i felt the same form u too and lets not go there.. I don rly want anything to end up being an argument because i hate that. I absolutely hate to hv a fight with u.. -
I hv to agree that i hate to be told what to do. No one actually dictates wht i do next.. not even my mum i will tell you. I do things whenever i want to do it, as much as i know how bad it is for me as a person i cant really help it because this is just me. I doubt i can ever change unless some kinda thing hit me in the head and change me *touchwood* coz tht would hurt.
well there are two possibilities of whats gna happen if you start to feel im being less protective.
1. is tht i've finally see the good side of letting you do whtever and just trusting you (not that i dont..) on everything.. well.. i suppose its not u that i dont trust.. is other ppl..
2. i'd hate and u'd hate this to happen. up to now.. for the past how many years i've lived.. when i get less protective on someone.. is when i actually dont like them like i used to anymore.
I know its stupid, but i think for this case, i'd prefer me being bit protective if i were u.. its just the thing..
now i sound like im a selfcentred guy, want everything from u and not giving... maybe thats the case.. i dont know.. i rly dont understand myself. im so confused tht i might not even know my name by the time i finish writing this.. haha.. jks..
i dnt know. thts all i have for today.. hmm..
yeh... going to go out later to get my police clearance...
blessed with love ... at 2:28 PM